i am addicted to a person (or a group of personnel) that makes me want to be a better me. ever since i built ‘the wall’, i found myself attracted to them. i have been thinking about it. dissecting all of my previous tries over the last 4 years. maybe i should start be a better me without any reason. can’t be that hard, can it?
anywho, i did a new personal best for 5k tonight. yeah, no big deal. am still slow. that’s why it was celebrated in silence.
i was watching this one video of a song that was given to me 4 years ago. i remember. the song was spot on, i was inspired. it has till today exist in my life’s playlist. on the day that i received that message, i made my progress. in the message included the lyrics to the song. the message, the lyrics, the sender, the timing, everything, perfect. i moved on.
so they said, i survived hell and back.
i wish i could have a similar effect to someone else. let it be the person who sent me the message. or whoever in need.
but i’m not a risk taker. just not anymore.
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