i don’t need you
but can’t get you
out of my head
i like you, when you talk about dreams
they’re just like mine
i like you, you make me clumsy
and say all the wrong things
was afraid before, the past haunts
am afraid today, too the fact
you don’t need me at all
just so you know. for now. you, rule me
me: weh, aku give up. dah try WAMP instead of xampp. tak leh jugak. must be something wrong with my code
after an hour or so
me: weh, aku dah jumpa what’s wrong. now my code works! woohoo! aku mmg supergenius!
x: apa dia en. supergenius?
me: aku tak run code on server. aku run code kat folder. HEHE
x: bijak
hey, good morning
revive me
the weekend’s clearing
brings clarity
soon, am running
to be free
[11:41] azri79: dont sigh
[11:41] azri79: its not good for your positive aura
I have a hard time forgiving myself. There you go, the awful truth revealed. Not only that, I too sometimes incapable of ‘forgive and forget’. Well thank God for sometimes, not all the time.
This is one of many parts that I want to change. I found out that forgiveness is very powerful besides honesty. I hold on to one saying, ‘honesty shall set you free’. Yes, I was free the minute I found honesty in myself and others around me. Last week I read the part where ‘they talk about forgiveness’. Love that part, I can so relate to it.
I got hit right in the face. I know I didn’t let go a lot of stuff that happened over the years. There are even people I don’t forgive that I just forget about. Ignorance ain’t so blissful anymore is it? These things somehow came back and haunt me. Ok, this is the part where you tell me I’ve gone too far analyzing this.
Let’s wrap up before I’m really gone. Yesterday I realized that this forgiveness issue is holding me back. Seriously I cannot move on until I forgive myself for what I did or didn’t do 6 years ago, 4 years ago, 2 years ago. I cannot move on until I forgive that particular someone(s) from 10 years ago, 8-9 years ago, 2 years ago. Oh yeah, there should be a list.
I cannot move on until I forgive my parents for not remembering my birthday last week. Haha, dah tua pon nak emo.
The list goes on
And thank YOU for looking out for me.
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