i love this cover by natasha bedingfield, it’s so beautiful. i dont even realized it is a coldplay song!!! but i do remember MTV played the video 100 million times.
yesterday life was complete
but today i feel as if i wanna go back. i wanna go way back with the courage i have today. so when i listen to the coldplay song covered by natasha bedingfield, i won’t relate to it so much
for better or worse
a few weeks ago a friend ranted about the changes she made herself commit and the effects it caused herself and the people around her. i wanted to tell her that i felt just the same but i didn’t. see, i told her that once and i got scolded for being selfish (remember, this was all about her no time for me, ok). funny thing is, i did feel the same because i was going through changes myself.
i have to admit that the changes she made herself commit was a bit more complicated and extreme. i can’t compare that with what i’m going through. i go from ‘coming to work at 10.00 am everyday’ to ‘coming to work at 8.20 am everyday’. it’s easy, i just have to wake up at 6.15 am every morning. and it was fun having a few of my colleagues noticed, cheered, and rooting for me being early everyday.
changes are hard, i agree. i have my own insecurities, i admit. you have your own insecurities too, don’t lie. lets just see who’s going to be there with the ‘changed us’ and who’s going to be there with the ‘fall flat on the face us’ (da, pinjam ayat). as for the time being, just enjoy the ride. it might be the best ride of your/our life.
as for me, from now on I WILL EAT MY INSECURITIES FOR BREAKFAST. thanks to you and you 
this entry was supposed to be about ‘eat your problems for breakfast’ (anthony robbins). as promised
comment from ayu on my 9th April entry
oih. please read this conversation between me and eliza:
ayu says:
ada hen night tak?
ayu says:
tak bawak masuk stripper?
ayu says:
ahahahah
Eliza rindu Aliff says:
organise la utk i
Eliza rindu Aliff says:
i nak bigg
Eliza rindu Aliff says:
dont care
ayu says:
AHAHAHAHHA
fuiyoh. saham kau sebagai seorang stripper amatur sungguh tinggi!
ok, just make it happen. prepare your RM 1 notes. i’ll bring my tip jar, and AKU JANJI AKU PERGI CABUT BULU DULU
so what’s the next move?
should there be any move?
should i be even thinking of making a move?
no, it’s not a game. i’m not moving.
move no more. no more moves
just gonna be another letter i keep writing again and again, and keep burning
again and again
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