“100 miles per hour with busted breaks on the wrong side of the road”
i have seek advices. everyone has given me their best views on the situation
sorry, i never listen to them
slap me, fuck me up the ass, cut my balls, put me in a pressure cooker, in the end i’m the one who will make the final call, i’m the one making all the decisions
it’s so messed up right now i don’t know what to do
THE END
“here in this diary. i wrote you visions of my summer. it was the best i ever had…
i wrote earlier this month, june was gonna be great. and yeah, it is still june. it is still great
last night i got to hangout with some friends, those who missed the 12th june date. bought them dinner. bliss…
best gile layan izan kena buli. best gila layan masak-masak. atom yg agak confused kenapa semua org masak dan makan slow
25 years jatuh sendiri bangun sendiri, panjat bukit, sampai atas rasa lonely je, turun bawah balik, cuba bawak org lain naik sekali, masih gagal sampai hari ni, meet others along the way, cuba cuba naik sama sama, sama sama happy, sama sama sedih, sama sama tolong pick those who fell along the way…
tak faham? takpe laa…
and all i got from shuq, dina and atom was this little tiny padlock. dah laa takde brand! nak mangga pintu rumah pun terasa hina. aku rasa kalau pencurik nak masuk pun tak jadi masuk pasal terlalu menghina kebolehan dia utk memecah masuk kedalam rumah. tak baloi betul beli mangga besar tu pun nak kongsi tiga org. aku rasa riben tu lagi mahal dari mangga. aarrgghh!!!
anyways, i kinda expected that from shuq. biasa laa… disapointed sket, tapi tak laa seriouskan? dari tak dpt apa apa. maybe it holds a bigger meaning. nanti laa aku beli rantai besi, boleh jadi 50 cent, pakai kat leher
kau kunci, cintaku… di dalam hati mu…
terharu nya aku… boleh nangis nih. tapi aku macho, masih bertahan hingga hari ni. tgk laa… maybe bila aku dah tua kerepot, tak leh jalan, boleh mengensot je, but i can still remember june 2005, maybe i’ll cry… sambil main playstation XXX
thanks for the hugs and kisses. last night i get to be a real ninja, received my own kunai (with my name on it). and i get to be a real man now that i have titties, two of them. which i can fondle without any hesitation, and without the danger of being sued
shuq, dina, atom, yong, eliza, izan… from the bottom of my heart, i thank you all
shuq, dina, atom would make very sweet brother/sister in law. alaa korangkan ada adik perempuan, *blink blink*
like i told mysara, this final chapter of the book is coming to an end. whatever the outcome is… i’ll open a new book to write on with a smile. i’ll work the pencil like a motherfucking riot
…being grown up, isn’t half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our lives”
… what i got
camni laa… org kata “friends stab you in front”
tapi aku kata “friends stab me from every angle they can think of”
malas gila nak elaborate
emo je karang
chatting ngan adik best jugak
Adek: budak uganda tuh cool
Adek: tiap tiap minggu buat sex
budakkepak: dia romen sapa?
Adek: awek die a
budakkepak: kote dia besar, mana tak romen je keje
budakkepak: awek dia org uganda gak ke?
Adek: tak a
Adek: org jepun a
budakkepak: wow
budakkepak: power rangers
being 25 isn’t bad at all
the quote zack gave me a long time ago keep on sticking in my head
nothing is perfect, but i’m happy. pelik…
it started on friday. i went out shopping with some guys. male bonding lah. later in the evening an sms from a friend reminded me that i have been doing the right thing all day. terharu aku. exactly 7.26 pm (haha ada lagi call record tu dlm phone) she called. pelik ahh call time maghrib ni. i had a feeling she called the moment she got coverage. syok sendiri je aku…
lepas tu ada suprise… kejam betul mereka ini. hampir menitiskan air mata aku. ada ke tgk wayang kat midvalley, dinner dekat kelana jaya, tapi aku still aku tak sedar-sedar lagi. korang berterima kasih laa kepada phone call yg aku dpt time maghrib tu
then ada futsal lagi. tak laa best sangat. but i was happy. dpt geli-geli sket
then we move on to saturday. takde laa apa sangat time siang tu. just post dari ayu kat blog dia je buat aku rasa nak terpengsan. haih, betul-betul boleh menitiskan air mata. later that night pergi org kawin kat summit hotel. cinod kawin, tak sangka lak aku cinod ni jenis family man. got a call from my brother during the ceremony. bantuan dari jepun sudah siap. tunggu nak sampai malaysia je. harap kali ni akan berjaya. terharu lagi aku…
lets move on to sunday pulak which was yesterday. aku ada jemput org datang utk makan-makan. saje je nak belanja kengkawan makan kat rumah, aku rasa mak aku masak paling best dlm dunia ni. sebab tu lah ajak makan kat rumah. anyways, early in the morning i got to talk with her. haih, pepagi buta dah start, camne nak move on nih. i was expecting many, tapi ramai yg cancel last minit. takpe laa, korang yg rugi tak dpt makan makanan paling sedap dlm dunia. haha!
ini quote yg zack cilok dan dia telah tulis kat aku tahun lepas:
Being happy doesn�t mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to look beyond the imperfections. – unknown
i am happy
tgh hari tadi dia call lagi… laa laa laa laa
korang jahat!!!
tipu aku!!!
kata nak tengok Mr Mrs Smith, aku terbayang-bayang gedebak gedebik gedebuk. pastu bibir ngan tetek angelina jolie
korang jahat!!!
kepada semua yg terlibat…
laydiefa (organizer/tukang bayar), judd, fairuz, mysara, eddie, ida, yong, nana, eliza, amir, kepada yang bersubahat tapi tak datang…
aku sayang korang!!! muah 100 kali
apesal laa aku tak terpikir langsung, haih
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