Monthly Archive for August, 2004

bigg fat loser

say i like this girl. lets assume she knows i like her. then i got this flower, and she was there with another friend. instead of giving her the flower i had to give it to the other friend, because the friend was aaa… kinda all over it. then i got a little pissed with myself because i gave the flower to the wrong girl. just because i assume she knows i like her

crosseyed laa korang nak pikir apa cerita ni sebenarnya

so am i screwed?

ke aku perasan je?

aku perasan je kut

radas makmal

xxxxx: aku dah pernah kasik ko ko porn movie?
xxxxx: dahsyat siot
budakyangkelakar: takde
xxxxx: yg jepun punya
xxxxx: menggunakan radas physic
budakyangkelakar: apa yg dashat?
budakyangkelakar: radas makmal?
budakyangkelakar: apa dia guna
budakyangkelakar: senapang elektron?
xxxxx: tolok skru mikrometer
budakyangkelakar: hahaha
budakyangkelakar: hahaha
budakyangkelakar: macam sial
budakyangkelakar: mende kecik tu stim ke?
xxxxx: ahaha…bukan guna stim
xxxxx: utk ukur barang
xxxxx: ahahaha…mcm sial
budakyangkelakar: haha

i have to start somewhere

i have to start somewhere. so i’ve gone to the recycled paper and sketch something

something a collegue would call komik syok sendiri

this is the early sketches i’ve done

here are some of the pics i took last week at balai seni lukis negara

i had a long chat with the lady in red. she was nice. she told me to get going, start working what i dream about

she did this on a large piece of paper. i like very much

oldskool. taken by a newskool, i mean noskool. i should be in jail

oohh we know where this one is going

i like the fact that the mirror got conteng-ed. but i hate the fact that i can’t conteng on it

i have more. maybe i should get a fotopages account

going forward

Laman Seni – 15 August 2004

it was awesome. i got to hang out with the guys from pergh.com

it actually opened my eyes to a few important things. that little voice inside my head that keep saying, i can’t look back, i can’t look back. i have made my decision. the only way now is forward

the guys from pergh.com sold their homemade comics. kinda got me jealous a bit. keep looking forward

i met a chinese lady at the event. she said i have to find my own propaganda. don’t stuck on experimenting. she was right. i saw her propaganda. it got her going. at least she’s doing the right thing and she’s loving it. me? still making the wrong decisions and hating my life

i’ve made the decision to keep things low and stop being such a yahoo making huhas about things i’m going to do. i got to show some results

i have a few pictures to share. will post it when i have the time

bibir best

xxxxx: lipstick diaaaaaa
xxxxx: merah menyala
budakyangkelakar: tak laa
xxxxx: lipstick nude la lawa
xxxxx: ni merah2 ni zaman bila daaa
budakyangkelakar: lipstick nude tu camne?
budakyangkelakar: nude nude ni aku suka laa
xxxxx: mcm tak pakai lipstick laaa
budakyangkelakar: http://shw.fotopages.com/xxxxx.html
budakyangkelakar: ooohh
budakyangkelakar: ingat tak pakai baju pakai lipstick je

a few lines later

xxxxx: it’s too wide
budakyangkelakar: best lah
budakyangkelakar: i like
xxxxx: mcm tak sihat je bibir dia ni
budakyangkelakar: haa mmg laa tak sihat sebab aku lum cium lagi

i was right. there was something about her. no wonder i like to see her (pictures) so much. i’m such a stalker, and a loser for sexy lips. i should be in jail

more IM conversation about her lips. this one is kinda… ermm stupid. i love random stupidity

xx: aku ada
budakyangkelakar: becauseiwashigh
xx: cis
budakyangkelakar: http://*bibirsexy*.fotopages.com/
budakyangkelakar: http://shw.fotopages.com/xxxxxx.html
budakyangkelakar: aku jatuh cinta dengan bibir nya
xx: chiky ke
budakyangkelakar: chicky baek nyaa
xx: alaa ada mat saleh
budakyangkelakar: mat saleh kote besar ke aa?
xx: besar kot
budakyangkelakar: ok

and again, i should be in jail

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