Monthly Archive for April, 2004

Average Joe

i got the chance to watch the finale of this reality dating game. in my humble opinion, this show is a pile of crap. it’s funny though. the first time i saw it, the first episode, i was laughing like crazy. bodo gila pergi judukan awek cun ngan mamat tah apa?

anywho, after that first episode i only watched another two episode in between the first and last. i’m not a huge fan anyway. the finale was a bit dissapointiing and telling us a lot of the reality we live in. and i can relate to it a lot

the hot chick, got to choose between an average not so good looking dude and a model dude. the not so good looking dude is actually a very successful dude. he got everything life got to offer, minus the chick laa kan. but she still choose the model dude. i was like “what the fuck??!!”

ye laa takkan nak pilih mamat perut buroi kut. mesti mau sixpek nya

this is the reality i guess. we are all shallow. it reminds me of myself, how girls who actually know how i look like won’t go out on a date with me. because they know i’m ugly. yeah i have 12 dates so far, and all of them are blind dates. haha awek tu semua mesti kecewa kena keluar ngan org gila cam aku. most of them just somehow dissapear after the first date. hmmm… interesting. there are 1 -2 of them who are nice and honest enough to keep in touch

time for my mindless theories again (without the help of that psycho murks, this time)
hot chick + model dude = not true love
hot chick + ugly dude = not true love
ugly chick + model dude = not true love
ugly chick + ugly dude = true love

itu lah kesimpulannya

“we’re better off just friends” kunun

as for me, i don’t care anymore. i might be more attracted to hot chicks, boobs, belly buttons and all but i made this one stupid statement once with my friends around. i said that if ever a girl ask me out and i like i’m not obligated to anything else, i’d go out with her

me: …tak kisah laa dia hitam ke oren ke kelabu ke hijau ke even transparent sekali pun aku tak kisah… the most important thing is she wants to go out with me

ahh i’m such a pathetic, desprate loser. dateless loser

[ralat] sorry yek pasal potential potong stim tadi. i almost had to do the same old kerja bodo. i’m just back for 3 days. tolong laa… terasa cam nak tercabut lagi sekali je tulang belakang aku. anywho, i’m going back to the doctor sebab terasa sesuatu yg ganjil dibelakang ini. yea, i’m a wuss [/ralat]

song i’ve been listening since wednesday afternoon

bowling for soup – greatest day
the darkness – friday night
eve6 – good lives
the cure – friday i’m in love
lillix – what i like about you
suicide machines – what i like about you
slick shoes – candy (mandy moore cover)
save ferris – the world is new
simple plan – i’d do anything
simple plan – when i’m with you
student rick – heaven is a place on earth
student rick – thinking of you
student rick – falling for you
michelle branch – everywhere
yellowcard – everywhere (cover lagu atas)

lagu? untuk masa seronok terasa bagai di awang-awangan. bak kata ayu, “that means you are perasan!”

tak dpt syok berdua syok sendiri pon ok laa. janji happy

hari ni mungkin tuka playlist lain pulak. physiotherapy last hari nih

this going to be the worst weekend ever. first, nadia was on leave. so i had my session with a replacement physio. mesti dating ngan boyfren dia tu. melepas lagi. second, no naruto this week. this is bogus. report says that this week issue of shonen jump got no naruto in it. aarrgghh, i want my weekly fix of motivation right now!!!

have to wait for another week. lamanya… i guess it’s ok since i might be going back to work on the 26th. so extra boost before i face the dreaded world of corporate greed again

i am so unmotivated these few days. maybe i need someone i could talk to. it’s so lonely here, mmg rasa nak terjun longkang

naruto sakura – harap-harap adalah rupa