Monthly Archive for March, 2004

idola rakyat america

oh my god. american idol is so the best show on earth

listen up kids, Jasmine Trias gonna win american idol and then she’s going to marry me, or at least date me

if i could vote, i would definately vote her like 1 gazillion times

*gelak jahat*

too bad on general election you can only vote once. and i’m not even registered

*gelak jahat sekali lagi*

the good life

i am back home. i managed to convince the doc that i’m fit to get back home

a week staying in the hospital taught me a lot and i thank God for a lot of things

i hope i could list them all pretty fast. the doc said i should not sit for more than 30 minutes

thank God for the tube that was stuck to my dick for 3 days
thank God for family and friends
thank God for pretty young nurses
thank God for student nurses
thank God for drugs
thank God for private tv network
senang cerita thank God for everything laa

thanks to those who came by. thanks for the things you guys bought for me. thanks for all the get well wishes and smses. sorry i could not reply them all

most important of all this one week experience has taught me not to take things for granted. i won’t forget, i won’t forget

*zack punya stripper sampai hari ni tak nampak batang hidung*

with this broken wings

get me Story of the Year’s Page Avenue, somebody. please

i just finished another illustration job. i may not be the best choice to do your illustrations work, but i’ll scrap any chance there is to improve. bila tengok balik rasa cam something wrong pulak. ok kan ayu? nothing wrong with it kan?

in the words of rob dobi, “no job is too big or too small”

sometime tomorrow afternoon. i’ll be going to that place
hoh! sungguh takut
but somehow i could feel a lot of happiness coming my way
hopefully this is it
semoga dapat bermain bola lagi

for those who are still wondering
i’m going to have a back surgery
it’s a slipped disc
it is a pain in the ass but somehow most of the time, my right leg feeling the worst pain

the dokter said i would need 6 weeks to fully recover from the operation. yahoo! lama nya cuti, sungguh seronok

see you guys again whenever i get better

dah tak sakit sangat

*****: helmi helmi, camne nak guna thumb drive ni?
me: cucuk je laa
me: cucuk je mana mana yang muat

drugs are good,
they let you do things that you know you not should
- NOFX, Drugs are Good

i love drugs
they make the pain go away

ehh…
Allah memberi sakit, Allah yg menyembuhkan sakit

but i love drugs!!!

i still don’t know when i’m going to be cut open
soon, maybe soon

places i fear the most

the biggest fear hit me today

i went to the hospital. a part of me was hoping that everything is alright, and another part wishing i could get away with some time off

so there i was going in slowly into the tunnel
it was so small
the idiot box lied

the whole thing took about 30 minutes to complete
i thought i did well the first 10 minutes
after that i was basically screaming wanting to get out, silently
i am claustophobic, indeed

the radiologist was nice, but she’s too old. it showed that she knew something was wrong when she asked whether it hurts when i tried to get up

it’s a slipped disc. the MRI film is scary
rasa nak demam pulak
the only way to make it better is through surgery
hoh, sungguh takut!
or else, i’ll end up feeling the pain for the rest of my life

operation mahal lak tu. kalau nak tunggu hospital free mau nya pinggang dah tercabut baru nak operate

this is fucking painful and i’m scared