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keep your feet on the ground, when your head is in the clouds

Published on October 9, 2009 in General. 4 Comments

feeling a little odf%$$%63 this week. no matter how hard i try to be contempt, it’s just getting worse. if this happens a little earlier this year i would have not make it. i’m so lost without anyone to talk to. but then i would sound like a broken record if i talk.

i only disappoint myself.

on a lighter note, will be going to Kota Kinabalu this weekend. leave haven’t been approved yet, but who cares. first time in Kota Kinabalu, first time in East Malaysia, first time running (ehem, jogging) outside KL/Putrajaya (hehe..). still preparing for the run. another 3 or 5k tonight then boleh relax and pack. and white water rafting at Padas River? Adventure is out there!

5k+1k run + 2k walk last night was nice. new PB for 5k (nak buat lagi!). sangat suka. nasik goreng daging is <3 <3 <3

biggu 1 – bukit gampang 1

Published on October 5, 2009 in General. 2 Comments

well, i did not actually conquer it. but i did ok, in my standards. let’s call it a draw ahh. since the last time i only managed to jay walk through it.

i enjoyed the run very much. we got enough attention due to them ‘hachimaki’ on our heads. thank ‘you’ for the idea and bringing them in all the way from Japan. i am very pleased with my run. clocked a better time (since i do 3km a lot, but couldn’t get the right distance on nike+ ipod). clocked best 1k and my best mile that morning. sungguh happy, akak dalam ipod tak habis habis membebel.

team was awesome, our group was awesome, i am awesome.

now i don’t want to get ready for any run in Kota Kinabalu, boleh tak?

i’m so horny

Published on July 29, 2004 in General. 12 Comments

yesterday i went browsing on friendster and myspace. looking out for new photos of the people in my list, and in my favourites/bookmarks list. yes, i bookmark all those chicks who rejected my “add this chick as a friend” application

a little stalker action going on there haa?

i didn’t find much to stalk anyway. i’m not gonna get anything anyway. but the internet makes it so easy. i can’t help it

back to the point. i found a few pictures of this girl. a girl i’ve been stalking on myspace. the pictures were a bit sexual to my liking. no nudies, but fucking sexual. i felt a little funny. yanno, the funny feeling you got when you finally watched the greatest porn on earth

it’s the funny feeling man, left me tersengih-sengih sorang? on my side of the cube

aku sengih je

perverts go to jail

unwanted distractions

Published on July 26, 2004 in General. 4 Comments

there are a lot of distractions in my life

identify and eliminate

it’s not going to be easy. but i’m doing my best

i will go out every morning hoping for a brighter day

but

but, the rain keep on falling

and the days are so cold alone

TAK DAPAT MENERUSKAN TIDO MENIKMATI KESEJUKAN ALAM!!! UWAAAA!!!

keep chasing my dream and holding on to the next best thing

The OC… i like very much. i should be a geek and listen to emo

uselessness

Published on July 22, 2004 in General. 3 Comments

this is bugging me now. the fact that they might find me useless. no one left to blame but myself

i’m just sitting here waiting for things to happen. i know they have expectations, but it seems that i can’t live up to that expectation

i’m useless. everything i do. i can’t do it right, i can’t make things happen, not even to myself

this body is hurting, this mind is not alright, this soul is screaming for something

i wish i’m a better person

a wish is just a wish. bodo punya budak

maybe i belong in a junkyard

“carjunk” haha!